I think most of the time we as a healer, we wish the person receive healing and hope the person can fully recovered, i think it is entirely based on our intention, if the intention is to service, to offer help, that's the way.

but, i think most of the time we are unconscious of the intention behind, sometime have hidden agenda that we are not aware of, we might running numerous of subconscious program created from the past that we want to heal others, it can be :-

- to prove to other peoples reiki or other healing modalities does work!
- to prove to other peoples we can heal you!
- to prove to other peoples we have the abilities that special to others!
- to prove that i love you unconditionally!
- having guilt instead of compassion to others!

These are all self-identity programming that need approval from others.

I believe a clear intention and the purpose for doing something is important, are we doing it for our lower self or for others?

If the healing treatment doesn't work for someone, do we feel embarrassing? or detach?

if the healing doesn't take place, did the receiver have the passion to find out what is the root cause why still can't healed? Is it because some personality, behavior, habit pattern still repeating and feeding the discordant energies to the problem or sickness?

In order for a successful treatment take place, it take two parties to work together, the receiver need to have the clear & positive passion to heal them self, they willingly to change their mindset, the way they think, the way they act, and willingly to do something to heal themself.

For the healer or giver, to have self honesty to ask our self, what is the intention to heal others, or self. does it involve any negative ego? Do we do our homework or just purely based on healing techniques?

Many years ago, i have no knowledge at all what is spirituality about, one day i was being "forced" by a good friend to attend an "Inner Child" Workshop, the facilitator asked me, what is my inner child wish?

i said : I want to connect with my higher self "consciously".

A month later i heard that there's a healing modalities called Spiritual Response therapy, first thing in my mind is i want to learn!

But the facilitator is reside in UK, i wrote an email to her and asking if she willing travel to KL to teach, she replied as long as there are 7-8 participants she is much happy to teach here.

i told all my friends about it but no one interested.

7 days before the workshop date. no one sign up

so, i launch a website called www.meditation.com.my with the workshop details and hopefully there are peoples attracted to this workshop.

Next day a guy called me, he said he is interested about it, and wonder it can be arrange a workshop preview with his group of friends.

After the preview. 16 peoples signed up for the workshop.

And, i got the chance to learn it. i felt that, it is difficult to learn and i couldn't catch up.. so, i attended 3 times basic & 3 times Advance SRT class.

SRT, is a system to establish connection with High-Self Community, to search for any answers, root causes issue that blocking us for the moment of now.

Once the root causes issue identified, we ask the light beings to clear the programming that doesn't serve our highest good.

Not just clearing past lives programming, SRT also help me to identify what lesson i need to learn in the current stage of life, with the info given and self honesty, i would say that we can learn our lessons by Grace.

Went to watched Sex and The City the Movie 2 days ago, totally out of my expectation!! It seem so well made for everything. Nice dress, nice wedding gown, laughter & joke!

What really causing my attention is the relationship between the 4 girls, their husband, partner and kids after many years of seeking love and Labels in New York city.
One of the main things that really made me think from the movie is, Honesty and Forgiveness.

Miranda husband Steve went to have sex with other woman and he very bravely and honest to ask for forgiveness from Miranda.

Miranda couldn't forgive him because she thought that he had betrayed her and she didn't. She felt that she have sacrifice so much (Career and time) for Steve and she shouldn’t deserve such betrayal. (I believe it is much a conditional love and comparing how much being “give” within the relationship.)

In other hand, Miranda keeping a secret to Carrie that indirectly causing broke off with Mr Big.

Miranda asking for forgiveness for not being truthful to her best friend.

Carrie asked Miranda : You asking forgiveness from me, what about you? Steve asking forgiveness to you too?

Miranda : it is different situation..

Carries : what’s the different? Forgiveness is forgiveness!

When carries said that I am totally so agree with her!!! Are we forgiving a person base on the situation and people? Or are we choose the situation to forgive? This is so much mind conditioning base on personality.

I felt that, usually peoples unable to 100% forgive is still holding certain degree of discordant energy and attachment to the situation of either being unfairly treated, being judged, and toxic shame. Most of the times it is about the self & face issue. And of course the mind is still unable to let go of the situation that being hurt and most probably the subconscious mind keep on creating the discordant energy to feed the mental and emotional body and worse physical body.

So, forgiveness is forgiveness, there is no 1% or 99% forgiven, if we can’t forgive is just our issue not the person causing harm to us. It is “us” to keep on feeding the discordant energies to our energies fields to cause more harm…

Power..actually… I like to use the word personal power, it mean if the person have personal power he/she can take control and initiate the “WILL” to do things or take action that not let the negative ego (Mind) overcome them.

If a person have no personal power but practice only love & light (wisdom), the person may not have power to say “NO” to certain situation and peoples, the person may easily attack by peoples.

Personal power is like having power to move us do things, love unconditionally.

Personal power is being able to self mastery, being a master not a victim, change all attachment to preferences, have the “OUUMMM” to manifest spiritual mission on earth.

A person can be have full of personal power for personal gain, he can abuse the power to get fame, money, light, love to control other peoples.

So practicing personal power must go hand in hand with love & wisdom. Without personal power the person cannot have the “OUUMMM” to have self love, without “OUUMMM” the person can’t shine the light and practice wisdom.

I can tell you here it is my personal experiences, in the past I was have “0” personal power, no matter how much love and wisdom I practice everything it just fall apart. But only through lessons & Spiritual test, we are able to growth. But ..if everyone can learn their lesson through “Grace”, most probably we don’t need to go through that also.

So.. first thing is, Have personal power to say “NO” to whatever situation, peoples that sucking your power away and claim back your power in order to fully embrace love and wisdom unconditionally.

Wisdom is all about knowingness, Wisdom can also categories as

Spiritual Wisdom
Psychological Wisdom
Physical/Earthly Wisdom

Wisdom is one of the main ingredient & quality in the process of self-realization & successful living on “Earth” and also after “Ascended” LOL!!!

From what I unerstand, it is like this process

Understanding > Awareness > Realization > Actualization > Wisdom = God/Ascended Masters/Christ/Buddha/Mohammed Consciousness.

Inorder to achieve that stage, one must able to see thing in bigger “LENS”

For example, imagine you bought a Canon DSLR Camera D400 that come with standard lens. The lens come with standard zoom features, and you are happy about it as satisfy what you need, and you not aware of outside market have many type of lens available, some lens can 100x Zoom out and some lens can take 0.02 Macro Zoom in and can take as details as sands. Some lens can see wide angle. Some expansive lens combine all the features.

If we use the standard lens is good enough and happily living in our own space, that’s fine, because everything is about freewill and no one can force you to change lens even someone buy it free for you an d you reject it. But if we open up to take more better pictures and we always can change lens to see things differently and much broader view.

We always see things with our own perception and judgment, another example is, we always heard the news that china business man is very greedy and only for their own goods, one case heard from Wei Suan our friend is when they manufactured Tyres Break Petal, they stuffed in the new paper to cut cost. They consciousness and awareness is about making money and don’t care others peoples safety. 1st thing in their mind is money and live in a good life. This is their Truth and belief about life.

They are using a lens of for their own benefits. And that is their truth and rights.

But when we look at this they are crazy, they are greedy and cold blooded.

So, in general, Wisdom is about how we see things, either from god perspective or from individual negative ego perspective.