I'm asking myself, what is spiritual awakening?

Is spiritual awakening means peoples into spirituality, religions, metaphysic, channelling, healing? that's it?

The usual meaning of Awakening is wake up from dream. you realize dream is not real.

Spiritual + Awakening = From Illusion to Realization

I felt that there are many many spiritual awakening in my life. to woke up from somehting, to realize something.

What do i realize of? "LESSON", "LIFE LESSON", OR "SPIRITUAL LESSONS".

All lesson are spiritual lesson? yes for me.

All lessons learn what? learn about what negative ego attributes running my life.

so, if i learn to clear one negative ego within me, i passed one lesson.

that's mean there was/will many spiritual awakening to me. It also means i woke up from many many illusion.

Does GOD have negative ego? if i ask 100 peoples the same question they will 100 peoples said no. so..why not i just listen to the majority? or common sense?

So why not i just clear as much as negative ego in this life time. To become GOD in this life time.