I'm asking myself, what is spiritual awakening?

Is spiritual awakening means Does it mean people into spirituality, religions, metaphysic, channelling, channeling and healing? that's it?

The usual meaning of Awakening is when you wake up from dream. you realize dream is not real.

Spiritual + Awakening = From Illusion to Realization

I felt that there are many spiritual awakening in my life. to woke up from somehting, to realize something. Maybe you want to write as “I experienced lots of spiritual awakening moments in my life, waking up from my own illusions to realization of God/truth from a clear perspective”. I don’t know how to change that grammar without rephrasing it.

What do i realize of? "LESSON", "LIFE LESSON", OR "SPIRITUAL LESSONS". What am I realizing? OR what have I realized?

Are All lessons meant to be spiritual lessons? yes for me.

All lessons learn what? learn about what negative ego attributes running my life. What do I learn from all the lessons? It’s all learning about what/how those negative ego attributes running in my life.

so, if i learn to clear one negative ego within me, i will pass one lesson so to speak.

that's mean That means there was/will be lots of many spiritual awakening to me. It also means that i woke up from many many illusion.

Does GOD have any negative ego? If i ask 100 peoples people the same question they will all say no. so..why don’t i listen to the majority? or common sense?

So why don’t i just clear as much as negative ego in this life time. To become GOD in this life time.