The night before Christmas eve is so beautiful, I’m looking at the sky, there are so many stars, they kept on shining, they express their light constantly without fail. I asked myself, did I live in one of the stars before? Who did I was I in that stars? Did I express fully all the gifts given by God or you can say God’s gifts god? Did I express it like a star, shining constantly and consistently? Looking at myself now.. have I expressed the fullest of my gifts in all levels? Or am I just hiding or waiting the gifts and talents to surface or you can say “to be actualized”? Or am I just staying within the comfort zone and waiting for luck and chances? Or am I holding back something?

To be the real God, at least I need to act like god, paying rent to god is about utilizing what god has given me.

Few days ago, a friend of mine told me that he found his last year Christmas gift while he was cleaning his room. I think, if we didn’t utilize what we have, the gift is just useless, being hidden at somewhere in the corner. Same like us, if we didn’t utilize the god God’s expression and only locking it deep inside in our sub-conscious mind, DNA or soul record, and being locked firmly by negative ego, it will probably wait until next couples of life times in order to utilize it, and do we want that?