I think most of the time we as a healer, we wish the person receive healing and hope the person can fully recovered, i think it is entirely based on our intention, if the intention is to service, to offer help, that's the way.

but, i think most of the time we are unconscious of the intention behind, sometime have hidden agenda that we are not aware of, we might running numerous of subconscious program created from the past that we want to heal others, it can be :-

- to prove to other peoples reiki or other healing modalities does work!

- to prove to other peoples we can heal you!

- to prove to other peoples we have the abilities that special to others!

- to prove that i love you unconditionally!

- having guilt instead of compassion to others!

These are all self-identity programming that need approval from others.

I believe a clear intention and the purpose for doing something is important, are we doing it for our lower self or for others?

If the healing treatment doesn't work for someone, do we feel embarrassing? or detach?

if the healing doesn't take place, did the receiver have the passion to find out what is the root cause why still can't healed? Is it because some personality, behavior, habit pattern still repeating and feeding the discordant energies to the problem or sickness?

In order for a successful treatment take place, it take two parties to work together, the receiver need to have the clear & positive passion to heal them self, they willingly to change their mindset, the way they think, the way they act, and willingly to do something to heal themself.

For the healer or giver, to have self honesty to ask our self, what is the intention to heal others, or self. does it involve any negative ego? Do we do our homework or just purely based on healing techniques?

Many years ago, i have had no knowledge at all what is spirituality is all about, one day i was being "forced" by a good friend to attend an "Inner Child" Workshop, the facilitator asked me, what is my inner child wish?
i said : I want to connect with my higher self "consciously".

A month later i heard that there's a healing modalities modality called Spiritual Response therapy, first thing in the first thing came across my mind is i want to learn!

But Unfortunately the facilitator is reside residing in UK, so i wrote an email to her and asking if she was willing to travel to KL to teach, she replied as long as there are 7-8 participants she is much happy to teach here.

i told all my friends about it but no one was interested.

7 days before the workshop date. It was still no one sign signing up

so, i launched a website called www.meditation.com.my with the workshop details and hopefully there are peoples people attracted to this workshop.

Next day a guy called me, he said he is interested about it, and was wondering wonder it can be arrange arranged a workshop preview with his group of friends.

After the preview. 16 peoples signed up for the workshop.

And, i got the chance to learn it. i felt that, it is was difficult to learn and i couldn't catch up.. so, i attended 3 times basic & 3 times Advance SRT classes.

SRT, is a system to establish connection with High-Self Community, to search for any answers, root causes cause issue that blocking block us for the moment of now.

Once the root causes cause issue is identified, we ask the light beings to clear the programming that doesn't serve our highest good anymore.

Not justmaybe you can use the word “other than”? clearing past lives programming, SRT also help helps me to identify what lesson i need to learn in the current stage of life, with the info given and together with self honesty, i would say that we can learn our lessons by Grace.

I Went to watched Sex and The City the Movie 2 days ago, totally out of my expectation!! It seems was so well made for everything. Nice dresses, nice wedding gown, laughter & joke!

What really intrigued me was the relationships between the 4 girls, their husband, partner and kids after many years of seeking love and Labels in New York city. One of the those main things key attributes in life? that really inspired me? from the movie is, Honesty and Forgiveness.

Miranda’s husband Steve went to have sex with other woman and he was very bravely and honestly to ask for forgiveness from Miranda.

Miranda couldn't forgive him because she thought that he had betrayed her and she didn't (I don’t understand what you mean by “she didn’t “here). She felt that she have has sacrificed so much (Career and time) for Steve and she shouldn’t have deserved such betrayal. (I believe it is much of a conditional love and comparing how much was being “give” given in a relationship.) Personally, yes maybe you can say that it’s a conditional love but within an integrated ascended master’s consciousness, there’s a commitment too we have to be responsible in a relationship which it’s no longer a matter of conditional/unconditional love. The question here is what is a man’s commitment in a marriage in “earthly sense”? That’s always the integration of Unconditional love with wisdom and personal power in a sense of “discipline” here in a marriage. It’s spiritual test for the husband to resist his temptations and spiritual test for the wife to learn about forgiveness. Just my personal POV to share with hope you don’t mind and it’s your blog so feel free to write anything you like =)

In On other hand, Miranda is keeping a secret from Carrie that she has indirectly causing caused the break up of Clarrie with Mr Big.

Miranda was asking for forgiveness for not being truthful to her best friend.

Carrie asked Miranda : You are asking forgiveness from me, what about you? Steve is asking forgiveness from you too?

Miranda : it is different situation..

Carries : what’s the different difference? Forgiveness is forgiveness!

When carries said that I am totally so agree with her!!! Are we forgiving a person only based base on the situation and people? Or are we choose selecting the situation to forgive? This is so much of mind conditioning base on personality.

I felt that, usually peoples people are unable to forgive 100% and are is still holding on to certain degree of discordant energy and attachment to the situation of either being unfairly treated, being judged, and or toxic shame. Most of the times time it is about the self & face maybe use the word “ego” is better? issue. And of course the mind is still unable to let go of the situation that is being hurt and most probably the subconscious mind keeps on creating the discordant energy to feed the mental and emotional body and worse still the physical body.

So, forgiveness is forgiveness, there is no 1% or 99% to be forgiven, if we can’t forgive it is just our own issue not the person causing harm to us. It is “us” to keep on feeding the discordant energies to our energies energy fields which is causing more harm …