*BE* seem like a hot topic for me recently, i ask myself, am i always do or be?

hm..first, what is DO? for my understanding, it's participating a works or things without "in" it. it's seem like separation from heart and just using the "Mind".

BE..is..merge with the heart and in the state of ONEness, no separation, no external or internal. just BE IT. but it can be easily lead to glamour of BE, such as "go with the flow" etc..

Then it come to Laws of FREE WILL, BE who you are with INTEGRITY and EGOless

Many peoples think difficult to BE and belief most the life are just DOing. it seem so difficult to achieve that kind of state.

Well..I think most of the peoples are very the "BE" instead of "DO". is it good or bad? haha for example, Many peoples can BE very angry, BE jealous, BE Doubt, BE Sad, BE in ego.. blah blah blah!

So we, every seconds are in BE, it just that subconsciously we are too much BE with the mind instead of heart?

Have you ever heard from someone said this person is old soul or that is young soul?

Have you always think that you have many past lives before?

On year 2004, my SRT teacher told me i have been incarnated 366666 live times. this is my last incarnation.
After heard that i'm totally in Gong Gong (HUH!?) mode.

I also been told by "HighSelf" i have very little live times on Earth. i felt that's really true as i always feel not belong to earth.

so. should i consider a young soul or old soul? and how does this term going to influence me in this life time?

well,. easy. if someone told me i am old soul and i feel high it most probably it is from my ego, instead from the soul. if i been told i am young soul an felt Rejection and it is from ego too.

I ask my self, how does it really influence me with the statement above for my spiritual journey?

Well. if i have many lives times on EARTH i probably have lots of memory and spiritual gifts and i probably easily to access these "gifts" too. and of-course i am more easier to trap on this "gifts" too.

Just like Masters Kwan Ying & Djwhal Khul said, owned a "gifts" and Tools" doesn't mean you are good healer. Do healing or Do Gifts is totally different to BE Gift & BE Tools, no matter how much effort you master the tools, you will difficult to BE it.

The ONLY way to BE is refine one Consciousness. while we expand our consciousness. we able to BE.

ok...back to the topic. what if i have no gifts & tools learned in this Earth since i am "young soul" on earth? so does it mean i'm just a normal person?

hmm. if i believe less believe, and everyone is ONEness and GOD. ET's same as human on Earth. and everyone just BE. then why don't i just simple unlock the keys from heart and remember it and BE it. shouldn't it more easier to those who carry the burden of "Gifts" from past lives remnant memories from Atlantis, Egypt, Maya & Aquarian Ages and letting ego prove his / her tools are more powerful then whoever?

ok ..enough of ego talking. :-P

how are you feeling today? mental, emotional and physical body?

Physical : tiring and sleepy..
mental : same too.. is it because in the recovering after 6 days of detoxification period?
emotional : i just felt dull..

Mind : ok let's ask highself...

Highself : susceptibility to lower force like bitterness of current life paths, couldn't see the horizontal are unlimited.

all bodies : i understand now. i am always easily to fell into bitterness of whereever i am. it just have not try to fully open my heart to experiences every moment. so i easily susceptibility to the bitterness energy no matter what i do and where i go since childhood! is it because still have past programs have not cleared?

highself : there are no program to clear, it just susceptibility to the old energy. only way to put you back in track is "loving"

Mind : yeah, just love who i am, what i do, instead of everything is "ok, so so" let's infuse more love energy into every action. just like every thoughts are full of love.

create the inner and outter more lively and colourful!

Lets start doing from this moment onward. sub-conscious mind please always in loving mode, highself & guides please always remind me while i swing away. emotional please express more love energy.

thanks all bodies!